“God often seems to call me into places/roles/situations where I have to step out of my comfort zone, despite my strong tendency to fear and be anxious, but this year in Montana He really challenged me in many ways where I all I could do was step out in faith and obedience, and constantly put aside doubts and worries and comforts. I don’t think I will ever conquer my fear and anxiety of the uncomfortable and unknown but I am learning more and more how to trust God in those situations and yield all that to Him and more importantly even intentionally putting myself out there when I know fear is keeping me from being faithful to how God calls me to live.”
It’s unreal and bittersweet to think that that season is over with but I hope and pray I will never ever forget this.